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Holding On

by The Blackout

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I don't think you have the slightest clue, who I am, why I'm here but still you feel the need to judge every move I make Can you see the world through my eyes? If you could only then you'd realize Why I can't.. why I won't just walk away and leave behind everything I've grown to be So this is how it's going to be you feel the need to look down on me well, go ahead it won't change a thing it's who I am, and I have nothing to prove Why don't you close your eyes and open your mind it's only then you will find the truth that lies deep inside of everyone you've pushed aside. Can you see the world through my eyes? If you could only then you'd realize Why I can't.. why I won't just walk away and leave behind everything I've grown to be You'll never get to me You can go ahead, put me down again It won't change a thing, I know who I am You can go ahead, put me down again It won't change a thing, I have nothing to prove.
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Now I see 01:46
I should have seen it coming, but I looked the other way I didn't want to think that you would turn your back on me Now I can see, you're just a fake. You never cared about me. How could I be so fucking Naïve? You lied to my face, but now I see. Now I see the truth. I never want to believe that you would turn your back on me. This is the end of what we had. How could you call me a friend? I should've seen it coming from the start. The warning signs were all there. Fake smile, countless lies, broken promises, from now on... I'll never back down from the truth.
3.
This is our only chance, I won't just let it pass. This life's too fucking short, to never take a chance. I've got to do what I know is right, follow what's in my heart. Taking the safe way out is not the life for me. I've wasted too many years, sitting back watching time fly by. Now's the time to make my move, I won't waste another day Cause time's not on my side. I won't sit back and watch, I'll learn from my mistakes I won't live with regret or be ashamed. I won't back down from fear. I found a way to deal. I'll live life for myself Roll the dice taking a fucking chance Roll the dice before it's too late Roll the dice and you look back Roll the dice on a life of regret.
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Holding On 02:34
Here I go once again, The same old cycle starts again, Everyday it's all the same. This time I won't play your game. You made it clear you don't approve the way I feel, the things I do. If that's the case that's just fine I don't need you. Right here, Right now I'm still here, holding on, to who I am. I won't change, not for you..I'm moving on Here I go once again, by myself but that's okay. I'm still here holding on to who I know I am inside. Why is so hard to see, I'm going to live my life for me. I will never compromise who I am. Right here, Right now. Am I ever going to get this right Am I ever going to see the light Are we ever going to get this right Are we ever going to see the light Right here, right now, tonight. This is my life Right here, right now, tonight I'm taking it back.
5.
What do you do when every day the world grows colder, is there hope? Did our dreams die with our youth? Is there more to life than this same routine of check to check and day to day. How much longer can I take this shit. Sometimes I want to give up No, I won't quit I'll find a way. I'll push on In this world we try so hard to get ahead, but what's that mean? Are you living your own dreams? Do you still have pride in who you are today? Is this who you want to be? Now turn around and ask yourself are you happy? Sometimes I want to give up No, I won't quit I'll find a way. I'll push on Sometimes I feel like I'm running in sand. I give it my all, but I'm going nowhere fast. But still I won't give in I'm not ready to die just yet, I won't quit I still have a lot of fight left so don't count me out just yet. I'm not dead In this world, we try so hard to impress everyone except except ourselves.. well not this time.
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You close your eyes to hide from this world and the pain it brings tonight and every night of your life There's nowhere to run nowhere to hide so take my hand and start to fight Don't you give in don't you give up hold your head high I'm by your side Open your eyes you'll find that I'm still right here by your side tonight and I'm not going away and though you chose to turn around and walk away I want you to know You're not alone No you're not alone open your eyes and you'll see that you can count on me I've got your back we're family open your eyes, you can count on me I'm still here nothings changed

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released July 29, 2013

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